tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36034382011-04-21T20:45:11.743-07:00Call It Whatever You Want....Erm something i can write my feelings in? Well it's supposed to be personal but somewhat it isn't cos many people have access to it. So Whatever..Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comBlogger301100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1081602916676103602004-04-10T06:15:00.000-07:002004-04-10T06:19:01.793-07:00mood::happy :)
whoa it sure has been a long time since i last blogged with a happy me eh? ;p
well yesterday was Good Friday. hmm did qte a few things. basically the most significant of all was watchin 'Passion of Christ'!! my gosh. if u were there w me ud probably laugh at e amt i cried!! e moment Jesus got tortured so cruelly as punishment by the sadistic Roman soldiers i felt like tho i was Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1080495140564505202004-03-28T09:32:00.000-08:002004-03-28T09:35:48.466-08:00mood::tears flowing
y mus all tis happen? its like livin a nitemare. it doesnt ever leave me alone. no matter how hard i try to run away frm it. no matter hw much i try to embrace myself not to shed a tear. it always hit me back harder each time.
wats true love? can someone pls help me find e ans? maybe it all reali lies with me. i get into a rship w/o knowin its meanin. all i noe is tt i loveJamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1080123605859298022004-03-24T02:20:00.000-08:002004-03-24T03:25:07.153-08:00mood::soul-less
its bn a long time since my last entry. so much things happened. so much weren't supposed to happen. but i still let it be. all jus cos im followg my heart. but i was told last nite (or rather tis morn) tt my heart is flawed. only God's is perfect.
firstly. its my 1st time mtg sm1 who has such similar thots views ideals as me. its amusin & amazin to qte an extent! knowin me. v Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1079369805115281882004-03-15T08:56:00.000-08:002004-03-15T08:59:56.513-08:00mood::unknown
well alot of things happened last nite. wat most of u wld like to noe. or rather. e most impt thing tts probably related to any of u is: i smashed my hp (samsung V200) onto the concrete floor of blk 446 hougang ave 8! it shattered into pieces. camera dropped off. flip-flop thing tore off. lcd cracked. sim card popped out. motherboard popped out. battery flew away. antaena broken. Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1079025122654928512004-03-11T09:12:00.000-08:002004-03-11T09:15:08.403-08:00mood::happy
hey hey!! *whee* im so glad tt blk tests r finally over.. muahaha gd luck to those hvg papers tmr! ooh wells.. seems like im gonna get 4Fs = F4!! okie sorrie im lame.. it must be e late hrs tt made me so tired im talkg rubbish!! i thot math n phys were easier than expected. but warn u first. sayin tis doesnt mean tt i'll pass :) anyways my parents already gave up on me tis time roundJamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1078899180251107962004-03-09T22:13:00.000-08:002004-03-09T22:16:04.060-08:00mood::relieved/sad/wateva
for those who hv e tendency to ask abt *him* well i jus officially broke up with *him*. wells i guess i finally made e rite choice. sure it wasnt easy. but i wasnt happy e way things were...
i nv had e courage to call it off. i dragged it. for so long. till i *burst*. im v sad i had to end it tis way. bt i reali gotta conc on my studies. its not easy hvg to a/cc to my Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1078256669428253562004-03-02T11:44:00.000-08:002004-03-02T11:47:22.966-08:00mood::tired
finally my $850 is settled. not in a nice manner tho. din want it tt way. bt you chose it urself.
it was sunday wen it all happened. basically we met at beauty world. he promised to return in full. but ended up gng bck on his words. well isnt tt so him? of cos dearest had to come to my rescue. tried to hold him bck. kena a punch frm e villain some more! i even heard cloth rip! but Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1077731496924732742004-02-25T09:51:00.000-08:002004-02-25T09:54:22.343-08:00mood::my heart is sore
its true wen mr yeow said ive been hvg extremely bad dark eye circles lately. havent slept well. or rather. havent reali slept. mon nite i chat on e phone w tingli till ultra late. we were talkin abt his probs. abt my probs too. amazingly we only know each other for ard a wk only. but well i guess we can just talk. cool its reali nice to have a fren like him. hes much moreJamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1077199986758637172004-02-19T06:13:00.000-08:002004-02-19T06:15:44.623-08:00mood::feel like crying
okie i noe tis is weird. how i change mood so quickly. but reali. my heart totally melted as e content i read from 2 ppls blog. its so touching. its so real. it made me feel stupid over how i now dont treasure e ppl i have ard me. i guess its true tt ppl only start to realise hw impt e ppl ard em r wen theyre abt to lose them. i dun wanna wait for tt to happen. tho i noe eJamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1077196027001072282004-02-19T05:07:00.000-08:002004-02-19T05:09:59.903-08:00mood::fucking pissed
tell me. which way is better: me not trustin u 1st n wait for u to earn my trust, or me trustin u totally n have u destroy my trust in u? come on say it la! like wth. i trust u so much yet u say tis kinda fuckin statement in front of ppl who arent aware of wats gng on. like arent u fuckin tryin to invite questionin?! u noe i always treat u like a damn bad fren. wen u do sth Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1076860388528092302004-02-15T07:53:00.000-08:002004-02-15T07:56:50.810-08:00mood::happie!!!
hmm yest was pretty normal. i guess its cos everydays like vday for me! haha. jealous?? well i only got to meet chengyi ard 4 cos i delidalied too long. went to his place first. haha e taxi driver was hilarious lo. kept tellin me hw he used to be some ex car racer. n the way he sits.. oh man! his seat was so backwards i reali wonder how much of e road can he see!
hm tis time i Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1076737264651505242004-02-13T21:41:00.000-08:002004-02-13T21:43:34.996-08:00mood::confused
haha darn man. im like totally confused by the comment thing! like how do u all add the comments link to your blog? argh. its like my link is the same for every entry! im supposed to change it for every blog entry. but how la? like my blog is an auto thing. under my template i only have one function. aye. jason phang!!!! help me!!!
haha sorrie a lil late: HAPPY VANTELTNINE'S DAY!Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1076499356770046002004-02-11T03:35:00.000-08:002004-02-13T21:28:57.296-08:00mood::exhausted
wow! this is the first time im online n nobody else is! i guess all those frm HC are like totally dead beat frm x-country jus nw. jus as i m rite nw. i feel like tho im totally dried out in e sun. like those sunned cuttlefish. u put them out in e scorchin sun n they bcome all crispy n dry. ya im feelin damn dry. n somehw feel as tho im radiatin heat! oh wells. i sat in e hot hot Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1076385858766652942004-02-09T20:04:00.000-08:002004-02-09T20:06:44.170-08:00mood::agitated
last nite i tried loggin into ivle. i tried doin gp. startin past midnite cos e bloody prog doesnt open till midnite. how dumb! i tried loggin again tis morn. guess wat. nths loadin! thnx ah tchers. mus be due to e overload of assignments frm u peeps! oh wells if tis bloody thing isnt gng to work. im gng to go shoppin! haha for vday stuff :)
talkin abt vday. jus quarrelled with Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1076250047292561472004-02-08T06:20:00.000-08:002004-02-08T06:23:10.373-08:00mood::proud
okie the mood is only cos i managed to change my blogskin so fast. i really hated the previous. well not really. just that there were a lil too many restrictions. as usual.
well so far schs been fine. ive been pretty consistent with my work lately. pretty surprising how easy it all seems. just a lil more effort made my life in sch so much more pleasant. i actually dun hate sch Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1073827586348988922004-01-11T05:26:00.000-08:002004-01-11T05:28:12.373-08:00mood::just took another blow
sigh why does sad happenings keep coming one after another? maybe i woke up on the wrong side of bed. first thing in the morning. cry. sms like crazy. felt better after speaking my heart out. after becoming friends again with a friend... erm kinda like a revival in a friendship?
just when i thought things were turning for the better. i had to receive a devastating Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1073786654354643602004-01-10T18:04:00.000-08:002004-01-10T18:06:00.060-08:00mood::totally lost
its amazing how a person wakes up crying. my days are so blue ahead. nth can be done to prove my trustworthiness. some friends are just so impt to me. they are just like how impt water is to Man. the thought of losing you is just like a dagger piercing my heart. but all i can do now is pray for forgiveness. sorry if this sounds stupid and cheezy. i just needed to use some Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1073568545069504292004-01-08T05:29:00.000-08:002004-01-08T05:30:47.200-08:00mood::the saddest person in the world
ok i really feel like the saddest person in the whole wide world. nevermind about that. i feel like ive totally failed in terms of making friends. its like im a second grade friend to some friends i treat as first. theres just someone i really treat as a best friend. im always there whenever needed. i do everything thats needed to be done in a friendship. imJamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1071055778235823292003-12-10T03:29:00.000-08:002003-12-10T03:30:42.013-08:00mood::preoccupied
hm preoccupied. i dont even know whether thats a suitable discription for moods. anyway im very busy right now. busy packing my luggage for tomorrow. im leaving for new zealand remember? oh wells im having a pretty tough time because although not all my stuff are in it already weighs a dreaded 15kg!! okie well there will be loss in weight gradually because im going to use up myJamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1070943233622343282003-12-08T20:13:00.000-08:002003-12-08T20:14:55.796-08:00mood::irritated
oh f***. i wrote a freaking long entry just now and something had to happen to blogger la. it all disappeared in a freaking flash! idiot! now i hafta repeat myself. and trust me its horrible.
as i was saying i was really happy that i went to fetch **** from the airport some 2 nights ago? it was great seeing him back. maybe cos in a way he was somewhat my psychiatrist or Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1070852290051925782003-12-07T18:58:00.000-08:002003-12-07T18:59:11.043-08:00mood::still asleep
ok. im still half asleep. got woken up by vals call. was supposed to be woken up by chengyis call but i forgot to undivert my hp. haha. wells todays vals prom day. haha we are so going to take this opportunity to doll her up!! but first i will be going to shunji matsuo to do my highlights because of last times unsatisfactory toning treatment. yay damiens gonna do it for me. Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1070727119259733932003-12-06T08:11:00.000-08:002003-12-06T08:12:58.186-08:00mood::happy and upset
helloo!! haha im very happy that i finally helped peerawut sign up for icq!! haha i mean that poor boy only has a screwed up msn. so he cant chat with his beloved mommie. and i was supposed to chat with him some one hour ago but we just couldnt. haha now we're having problems adding each other *smiles* hes so cute hahaa.
oh just a notification kinda thing. harry's back inJamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1070706239863894962003-12-06T02:23:00.000-08:002003-12-06T02:46:39.700-08:00mood::peeved
ok i may not be the best person to talk about keeping promises. but i hate it when people tell me that they wont do something cos im not going to be involved. then later they tell me they will go ahead anyway, succumbing to peer pressure. 'they called me one by one to ask me to go'. what nonsense is this? i mean its like total bullshit. if a person does not want to do something. no Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1070683388820329302003-12-05T20:03:00.000-08:002003-12-05T20:04:07.200-08:00mood::happy
haha my best friend wanna turn into a nun! lets see whether she really will turn into one :)
hmm im discussing my tuition plans with val now. shes going to give me tuition starting from tmr till my A levels. great now shes going to know about my laziness in greater detail. haha we are going to have our first tuition session at the airport. how memorable!
erm i will be going out Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1070604261254513032003-12-04T22:04:00.000-08:002003-12-05T19:57:38.496-08:00mood::mixed
alot of things happened last night. got a call from dad=got a call from hell. ended up getting calls from aunts too. quarrelled with mom. right at this moment im fighting a cold war. trust me its totally unpleasant. dont even feel like living in this world another second longer. i hate my life.
now im going to give up my ever-so-wonderful premium 700 hp line. just so that they cantJamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1070536065263862382003-12-04T03:07:00.000-08:002003-12-04T03:08:41.373-08:00mood::pissed
i think there must be a major problem with this blogger shit. i was doing my stuff on it this afternoon and it was fine. now my page is screwed. for no reason!! things that arent on my template are there. and things that are, are not there *bish*
is this Gods way of telling me to not have a blog? if yes please say so!
and now im not only pissed. im also bored with nothing to do. Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1070516598180014932003-12-03T21:43:00.000-08:002003-12-03T22:01:28.483-08:00mood::blissful
im really delighted. i finally got my SATS test postponed to jan. but f*** i gotta pay some US$17. can someone help me calculate. isnt that some 1/3 of the entire test?
ok im talking to claire whos at aussie TRINITY COLLEGE campus. shes having fun while im slogging here. shes a real genius and a real sweetie at heart. hey girl, dont let people around you bully you and affect you Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1070500496045730322003-12-03T17:14:00.000-08:002003-12-03T21:46:07.670-08:00mood::sleepy
hmm someone sure did cheer up my day be being online! she's now in vancouver. *shivers* it is winter there. i still remember being there last year. at whistler mountain where the winter olympics was held. my toes were frozen!
DIGITAL CAMERA!! why dont i have one?? im so utterly pissed. now i have to borrow my cousins for my NZ holiday. and i feel funny having to borrow it cos i Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1070462923054033592003-12-03T06:48:00.000-08:002003-12-03T21:47:31.403-08:00mood::sulkier
okie i guess im finally worn out trying how to manage a blog. its really not easy.
i just got the entire page screwed up a while ago. and thought itd be the end of the world.
its time for me to rest my poor head.
or i am soon to explode *pow-wow*
f***Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3603438.post-1070461421058632992003-12-03T06:23:00.000-08:002003-12-03T21:47:21.060-08:00mood::sulky
today is a bad bad day.
does anyone know how to upload music? such that i can have nice background music on my webbie? well i guess not considering all of your webbies dont have music..
today i quarrelled with my mom and bro. felt the gush of violence in me. its a bad sign. i might just enter jail one day cos all that violence have been accumulated over the years.
just had a good Jamiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11939019773099307191noreply@blogger.com